![]() One out of Six billion very rare but no one really knows the value of it but fine collectors. Imagine it like this, my heart was once like a crystal globe. It causes an internal evaluation to take place, where you must be truthful to yourself. That is one of the deepest questions someone could ask themselves. So what’s the difference between me then and me now? I guess deep down inside I knew all relationships have a shelf life, and all depended on the type of preservative you placed within it. I remember the days where I could see myself being a successful attorney, very wealthy, and alone. Somehow a relationship and successful business have a hard time cohabitating within one place. Sometime I believe it’s my resume! LOL Yea I said it!! Good resumes 9 times out of 10 will keep you single. Great to look at but not fulfilling my true destiny in the emotional category. Sometimes I believe I’m hollow in there, like a piñata not filled with candy. My mind began to look at each crack in the road and wonder is this how I look like in the inside? Still whole, but damaged to the point I need repair, or was I as empty as I thought I was. As I was jogging at 6am this morning all I could do was think. Not a good look, but why? Why as human beings do we fear letting someone know that an issue is ailing us? I guess a closed book is a safe one, but would that make us all fake? Hmmm… You all have to help me out on that one.īack to my run though. This way, no one asks me what is wrong, and I like it that way, because if they did, I fear there would be that one single tear that would roll down the side of my face. That has always worked for me, or at least I thought it has. Even though inside I may be an emotional wreck. You know the one with smile glued on it, and big trusting eyes. Last night was the first time I let the world walk down the broken concrete steps of my heart.
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